Today I had an emotional response that amazed my soul,
It was so unexpected as I made headway on my workday goal,
The emails come in from businesses and those selling wares,
This particular email had but a word for anyone that cares,
Contained in all the emails I saw “daddy” in one just for me,
“Daddy” followed by my email address set my worries free,
The title Daddy means more than president or CEO ever could,
As I was suddenly overwhelmed with memories there she stood,
I could see the sweet little girl riding home with me long ago,
I regret that I was so engrossed in my work that I traveled so,
How much better could my relationship be had I been home,
I pray she and my son know working hard was all I had known,
Reality struck home when I was told I was gravely ill to soon die,
It wasn’t for myself that I cried, it was lost time with them I’d cry,
And for her, my wonderful wife, I regretted every moment away,
As I reviewed my life with her in my arms I started to again pray,
My life has been nothing but blessing no matter how much I have pain,
Abused at war beyond recognition, I left my body but prayed to remain,
To be with Patti I would endure anything and God gave a near cure,
Not a cure but an existence in pain is worth every minute I assure,
To be blessed with children that for some reason love me and care,
Perhaps it’s their mother’s influence that placed the love for me there,
We have moved to follow my career so many times I can’t track it all,
They never complained to me as I’ve wondered did Patti take the fall,
The trips through the mountains of Colorado meant so much to me,
Playing volleyball in the hot tub with just our little fun loving family,
They brought so much joy to my heart as I started to realize I was ill,
Soon the many doctors trips brought confusion and pill after pill,
Heart attacks, gall bladder surgery, encephalitis, stomach surgery,
The list goes on, papillotomies, and liver embolizations times three,
Never once did I despair or feel the end was near as I’ve done too much,
I survived cruelties of war from but a photo and memories of her touch,
At my side they were as bankruptcy came because I couldn’t work,
My poor little angel had to take anything even working as a clerk,
Yet we rebuilt as a family and after college our children came home,
This time I would shower them with love and my how time has flown,
Now my son and I are approaching twenty years working together,
I have realized so much about him, his intelligence and how clever,
And beautiful Susan, bless her little Crohn’s riddled body I so love,
Oh how many times I have prayed for help for her to our Lord above,
Yet her attitude is positive and through it all she gave birth twice,
My son and his wife have given me two, all of them treat me so nice,
Both have married well in that their spouses are endeared to them,
They are loved in return and none have done anything on a whim,
“Daddy,” the word seemed impossible as I look back on my life,
But I should realize the impossible happens when I look at my wife,
I am loved more than I deserve by everyone that’s in my surround,
I am in heaven, my life prediction should have been “heaven bound.”
The end, by Pat. I love you all of you.