Rust Specs In Your Eyes Are Parts of Me
As I sit beside you and I stare at the profile I know so well,
I wonder of the many things I said back when you and I fell,
Then as I reflect on the moment of the first “I love you” I said,
I knew you’d say you loved me but fear still danced in my head,
If I fell to the cold hard concrete of your porch as I felt I would,
I thought she would think I’m so weak if I fainted where I stood,
The passionate kiss brought forth a fire and a need to speak,
As the words so manicured in my mind came out I felt so weak,
My heart beat so hard I know you had to see my shirt shake,
Oh, how I love you, my beautiful angel, with every breath I take,
I said but “I love you,” yet if you could read between the lines,
If my body language spoke at all there should have been signs,
When you were so young and I placed a kiss upon your cheek,
That was the beginning of a trend when a kiss made me weak,
Not a kiss of ordinary value but a kiss from you meant more,
Remember when I first took your little hand while in my store,
So many moments of loving you are locked deep within my heart,
So many memories of loving you locked deep in a cell and apart,
So many moments of loving you beaten so bad I couldn’t stand,
So many memories of loving you beat despair for a wedding band,
You pulse through my blood with each beat of my heart, it’s true,
In every minute of the day a portion is always for thoughts of you,
The rust spec colors in your beautiful eyes are ties of you to me,
A young man of steel left long ago and returned with rust tragically,
But that I am rust is special to me as I feel the rust in your eyes is me,
Each time I gaze into the eyes of an angel I am engraved there to see,
Perhaps long ago a warrior knight fought to protect your honor so bold,
I recall, I do, in dreams of life’s past I bled out while in your tender hold,
Blood from my wound covered your hands as you wiped tears away,
The rust of my blood has stained your eyes to forever link us this way,
I may be a king but I once was a prince that fought valiantly for you,
It seems in each lifetime I’ve done such because for you it’s what I do,
I survived it all this time and though I’ve passed on in this life times four,
The Lord has allowed my return to you instead of each lifetime before,
I am but rust to your gold no doubt, time and battle has worn me thin,
Yet from a kiss of your tender lips this rusted frame becomes gold within.
The end, a poem of deep long love for you my angel. I love you.
By Pat for Patti