My Love is Written in Sands of Time


Patti, my sweet angel, I want you to forever know that my purpose is one in life,

I have no reasons to seek riches but to ensure of your needs as my wife,

Those words sound so minimal as written and should contain explanation,

My reason to live is written in the sands of time for those that seek revelation,

 

It shall be revealed one day as we cross the threshold into the kingdom of gold,

Only my heart and our Lord know why my journey was treacherous as it is told,

To love Patti as she deserves I had to learn isolated loneliness to an extreme,

A journey into the known while clutching her photo as reality instead of a dream,

 

Without the extremes of a war experience can a man know the fear of departure,

It wasn’t so much the fear of death but departing her love as a form of forfeiture,

I touched her fingertips as I held onto life at the cliff’s edge while I reached out,

To be so near the ultimate satisfaction in life and then never know what it’s about,

 

Thus I had to endure ordeals so extreme in life that it sounds false if said by me,

The journeys taken as a draftee forced to take part in the making of our history,

To experience the indignities of men’s brutalities were in reality a gift given me,

For without the experience of a vision from heaven in the form of angelic Patti,

 

Without that vision my heart and soul couldn’t know the ecstasy of an appearance,

Then elation filled my heart, elation gifted to me by His Hand to give me reassurance,

That she was waiting for me faithfully without my request that she should do such,

It was then I discovered she is akin the rose even being dangerous by thorn to touch,

 

It’s true that I was stricken by Patti since I first saw her before being she was a teen,

I was so taken by her stunning beauty that I wondered if those near had seen,

Why I wondered, aren’t they taken aback, why aren’t they stricken by her beauty,

I knew at that moment why I was placed upon this earth, I knew my true duty,

 

I was to serve this beautiful little angel of hazel eyes and beg that she allow my seed,

To fulfill her dreams of motherhood that she may experience her motherhood need,

My duty was to protect, support and to give as needed for Patti’s needs in life,

I pray I have fulfilled her needs because no woman deserves more than my wife,

 

My meager attempt of showing love with a website dedicated to her is minimal at best,

Perhaps it is better than I believe it is, or it may mean more after standing time’s test,

I gave it with every ounce of my being for those that doubt the sincerity of what I did,

For you, Patti, I have done openly my angel, my heart is at last exposed, nothing is hid,

 

Words written next to a photograph are a meager attempt to explain your desirous nature,

My little angel is surrounded by a sexual aura that fills the air with her mystical stature,

God’s gift to me was that I was allowed her kiss to signal the barriers of time had fallen,

I’ve loved you for over fifty years, my hazel-eyed angel, I have no doubt of my true calling,

 

My duty is to protect you, my calling is to love you forever, my future is to love you evermore,

The past of my life has been about loving you and passing each test of love, and each time,

I love you even more.

The end, by Pat for Patti.