{"id":1132,"date":"2017-01-13T16:30:43","date_gmt":"2017-01-13T22:30:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.poemsforpatti.com\/love\/?p=1132"},"modified":"2017-01-13T16:30:43","modified_gmt":"2017-01-13T22:30:43","slug":"surgical-microsecond","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.poemsforpatti.com\/love\/2017\/01\/13\/surgical-microsecond\/","title":{"rendered":"Surgical Microsecond"},"content":{"rendered":"

Just the other day it was when I strolled through memories in my mind, <\/span><\/p>\n

So many memories of happiness yet laden with pain that was so unkind, <\/span><\/p>\n

Beautiful memories of you loving me interrupted by news of going blind, <\/span><\/p>\n

Quickly I’d waif the news of such until loving memories came to my mind,<\/span><\/p>\n

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Every memory of late seems to be laced with surgery and excessive pain, <\/span><\/p>\n

Reader don’t shed a tear because for her love I have struggled to remain, <\/span><\/p>\n

I ask how sacred are these final minutes before I leave, will I even return, <\/span><\/p>\n

To return to health and make love to you as before is a dream I so yearn, <\/span><\/p>\n

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Too many times I’ve committed my breath to surgeons with open trust,<\/span><\/p>\n

The masked faces whose eyes I recognize will soon become sleep dust, <\/span><\/p>\n

In the final sixty seconds as I rolled down the hallway I’d live my life anew, <\/span><\/p>\n

At the speed of light my mind reviewed every touch and kiss given by you, <\/span><\/p>\n

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Wait! I’m afraid! I’m so afraid this is the last time her beautiful face I’ll see,<\/span><\/p>\n

Oh Fate, Father Time or Grim Reaper! Can’t one of you hear my sad plea?<\/span><\/p>\n

The seconds are few as I saw the doctor press the plunger to silence me, <\/span><\/p>\n

Yet so much can fly through a man’s mind in a partial second of eternity, <\/span><\/p>\n

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May God bless this beautiful flower that came to me so very long ago, <\/span><\/p>\n

Her beauty is endearing to my aged heart as her face is of youth’s glow, <\/span><\/p>\n

Comfort her lonely soul and whisper words of comfort should I pass on, <\/span><\/p>\n

Our bond is so strong I fear eternity may pull upon her until she too is gone, <\/span><\/p>\n

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Each time I’ve laid upon my back and the drugs came coursing through, <\/span><\/p>\n

I’d ask forgiveness for my sins then I’d ask God to give blessings to you, <\/span><\/p>\n

As I journeyed both sides of reality there were times that could be reviewed,<\/span><\/p>\n

I’ve lingered twixt reality and neither world as parts of your life I viewed, <\/span><\/p>\n

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Within the microsecond of reality and afterlife every year is quickly seen, <\/span><\/p>\n

I search for you in every mental frame and then I search in every scene, <\/span><\/p>\n

There’s a common thread within my life that interlaces every moment,<\/span><\/p>\n

Find a dream or moment slept and she will be there easing my torment, <\/span><\/p>\n

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How strange it is that I recall the darkness that’s void thoughts or sensation, <\/span><\/p>\n

I fear that place as I need dreams of loving you that I may feel love’s elation, <\/span><\/p>\n

With a jolt everything returns to me as pain courses through me like a plague, <\/span><\/p>\n

A switch is flipped making me aware of the pain as air for my lungs is vague,<\/span><\/p>\n

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Pain has been my tormentor for so long yet I pay pains dues that I may remain, <\/span><\/p>\n

To awaken to torment has its reward for when pain calms Patti makes her claim, <\/span><\/p>\n

It is I she seeks, I the man so riddled with pain’s torment yet she loves me so, <\/span><\/p>\n

Her first kiss brings depth of heart and with her first sparkling eyed smile I know,<\/span><\/p>\n

She loves me. <\/span><\/p>\n

The end, by Pat for Patti<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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